Life Update: January 2019

January was back to business. My new classes started up, which was enjoyable. I've been reading a ton of books and writing a ton of essays. It's honestly strangely enjoyable doing schoolwork. I just enjoy learning about all this history and getting down to the nitty-gritty of analyzing it. I can see myself doing this for the rest of my life.

I talked to Pika, and she is officially dating the magic guy. I might have to come up with a pokemon codename for him some time, but for now let's go with the flow. I'm happy for her, watching her enjoy life gives me joy as well. She's been trying to get in a program at her school to go to Japan and make animation. That'd be sick if she did, because apparently at the end of the program she gets to pitch a show to Netflix or Cartoon Network. Seeing Pika's show on Netflix would be fucking incredible! Looking back, I'm glad I've been able to watch her grow as a person. She's no longer the shy girl I met at state; she's an outgoing artist who doesn't take any shit. I still can't believe its been 4 years...

My love life is a bit in turmoil. The girl I've been talking to, Slowpoke, has disappeared off the internet. Part of me is relegated to the fact she might not come back, but I'm always the hopeful type. After all, she said her new year's resolution is to spent less time on the internet, she could just be on a cleanse. She told me she doesn't ghost people multiple times, and I believe her. My worst fear is something happened to her, as she was always very talkative until early this month. I just hope she's alright. Still, I'm probably over-analyzing this. I guess I'm just worried because she left abruptly without warning. Then again, I've done similar things where I disappear without warning just because I forget to tell people what I'm doing. That's the most likely explanation. In any case, I wish she'd return, she was pretty awesome to talk to.

Also: I need to get off my lazy ass and do YouTube. I'm in the middle of editing a video, but I keep putting it off. Maybe it's because I need a push? I've been thinking about starting a Patreon so I have some people to be responsible to because they're giving money to me, but I don't want to start one and then fall through on my promises like I have before. All I know is I'm still enjoying making videos and I plan to for the foreseeable future, so stay tuned!