I'll be honest, I've had a ton of fun with this blog so far. Never before have I been able to truly express myself like I have been able to here. Thank you all for the nice comments; thank you all for believing in me.
Now down to brass tacks: the future. I told myself I would delete this blog if I hated it after a month, but obviously I haven't. My plan is to do monthly life updates interspersed with other content like greentexts and plays and maybe some more of my writings. I've already started work on a couple more greentexts, most of which I'll just post here but I think I'll post one back on /r9k/ again. Here is the low down on them:
The cruise story: the August after I met pika, I went on a cruise and met three girls who were super attracted to me. Hijinks and autism ensues. This story is so infamous between my friends that my brother wants to tell it for my wedding toast because he fucking hates it so much.
Talent show: This past January I took part in a bit of a talent show. This one is much Fonte lighthearted than usual, and isn't so long.
9 years: I haven't actually started writing this one yet, yet I still want to go in depth into the bullying I glossed over in the pika story. This one will most likely be the longest I will write, yes even longer than pika, and obviously not be very happy go lucky. Hell, I'm afraid to write it because I don't like dredging up all the shit I went through, but this will help me, and hopefully any of you who are also struggling, to get through it all.
Saturday, February 18, 2017
Saturday, February 4, 2017
Life Recap: January 2017
So I've decided to do a little life update each month, just to keep you guys updated with what's happening with pika, and just other shit.
January was an interesting one. I did a bit of a talent show, and that was a fucking nightmare, but I'll do a write up of that later. Color guard heated up, we had our first competition and as I'm writing this we're headed to our second. Also in color guard news, I've taken a bit of an interest of one of the girls. She's quite a bit like pika: cute, nerdy, and funny. Things have been going well, we hit it off, went to the movies with some friends once, played some video games. She knows I like her, I was tired of trying doing all that stupid shit where you try to hide it or make some convoluted scheme to try to see if she's interested, so I just told her straight up that I had a crush on her. She said she already knew, and liked my honesty. I'm not sure if she likes me, but at this point if she didn't the world wouldn't end. On the Pika front, we still talk a lot. Turns out I can't go to states either, and we're both pretty depressed about that. She still wants to see me, she said she wanted to come up for spring break. She's still dating machamp, as far as I know, but she still wants to kiss me. When I brought up her boyfriend, she just said she wouldn't tell him. I don't know about you, but I've already made out with someone's girlfriend, and I still feel like shit about it, so I have no plans to do it again. I haven't been texting her as much, mostly because of my romantic interest in guard. I'm not so sure about her anymore; if she's willing to cheat on her boyfriend to kiss me, would she be willing to cheat on me if I did succeed in dating her? I'm not going to lie, I still have feelings for her, but the whole machamp situation is rather unsettling. Only time will tell what happens next.
January was an interesting one. I did a bit of a talent show, and that was a fucking nightmare, but I'll do a write up of that later. Color guard heated up, we had our first competition and as I'm writing this we're headed to our second. Also in color guard news, I've taken a bit of an interest of one of the girls. She's quite a bit like pika: cute, nerdy, and funny. Things have been going well, we hit it off, went to the movies with some friends once, played some video games. She knows I like her, I was tired of trying doing all that stupid shit where you try to hide it or make some convoluted scheme to try to see if she's interested, so I just told her straight up that I had a crush on her. She said she already knew, and liked my honesty. I'm not sure if she likes me, but at this point if she didn't the world wouldn't end. On the Pika front, we still talk a lot. Turns out I can't go to states either, and we're both pretty depressed about that. She still wants to see me, she said she wanted to come up for spring break. She's still dating machamp, as far as I know, but she still wants to kiss me. When I brought up her boyfriend, she just said she wouldn't tell him. I don't know about you, but I've already made out with someone's girlfriend, and I still feel like shit about it, so I have no plans to do it again. I haven't been texting her as much, mostly because of my romantic interest in guard. I'm not so sure about her anymore; if she's willing to cheat on her boyfriend to kiss me, would she be willing to cheat on me if I did succeed in dating her? I'm not going to lie, I still have feelings for her, but the whole machamp situation is rather unsettling. Only time will tell what happens next.
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