9 years part 3 update

So, for the last couple months I've been on and off working on part 3. It's getting there, but I feel like I need to take a break to focus on schoolwork and other projects. As much as it interests me to talk about my past, I've just got a little burned out by it all. I have deiced to officially put the series on hiatus, but don't worry, I'll still be making content and still be working on it sporadically, but don't expect it to come out until this summer. I know many of you were looking forward to this, and I'm sorry to let you down. I feel that it is my duty to you guys to put the most effort into my work, and I felt like I wasn't doing it justice by trying to rush it. I hope you all understand, and have a great day :)

Shadow Destiny Part 1 live read is here!

For any of you that missed it, the live read of Shadow Destiny is here on my You Tube channel!

Join us on the discord for part 2 coming..... uh, sometime!

Life Update: January 2018

January was an interesting one. I went back to college again, hoping to change myself to make my life better, but to no avail. I feel like sometimes I'm just spinning my wheels instead of moving forward towards a goal of some sort. I'm getting better study habits and managing myself better, but sometimes it just seems futile.

 I've tried to distract myself from this reality by putting my efforts into videos and other projects, and that seems to be working. As I'm writing this the script for my first video is done, the live read of Shadow Destiny is going up on YouTube, and I'm getting ready to record more lines for voice acting. All in all I'm hoping that by motivating myself to keep up with this blog and clean up my channel, I can get some of my life back together.

Dating has been a bust though. I've gotten tinder matches but I got stood up by another date. She said she was sick, and that we should reschedule, but hasn't messaged me back sense. Is there something wrong with me? Is there some innate thing people see in me that is just repulsive? I don't understand what Pika sees in me most times. She's still so kind to me, saying I'm nicer than everyone else, but I know that's not true. Perhaps one day,  my nightmare will become reality when she discovers whatever is driving people away from me and finally abandons me herself. I know she won't do that, but the fear is there. If that were to happen, honestly, that would just break me. Here's to hoping I'm just psychotic...