March was a busy one, as you can probably tell by me writing this near the end of April. I took a short spring break but unfortunately I didn't break much new ground on videos and other content I wanted to create. It's become so hard for me to find motivation sometimes, and I really need to kick my ass to get anything done nowadays. However, I'm trying to power though it and am making progress slowly but surely.
I had another couple tinder dates in March, one that went great and one that didn't. I'll probably write up the stories of both dates later, but lets just say I'm actively talking to one and haven't spoken to the other. The girl I am talking to I can't do much with at the moment, as it's become crunch time for classes and we are all super stressed out for them. Hopefully we can do something after exams.
Speaking of exams, I want to die! School is stressful as always, and I don't know if I'm going to be able to pass my trig class. I studied really hard for a test the other day and just absolutly bombed it. I don't know why I try anymore. The more effort I put in, the less I seem to get out. I'm talking to the professor about it, and he might be able to help me, but I wouldn't get my hopes up. I'm just confused about life at the moment. Am I really meant to be here? Is this really what I should be doing? Is this worth doing? I don't know, and that scares the shit out of me.
Pika and Machamp broke up. I kinda saw this coming, as she was complaining about him a bit and started referring to him as "my boyfriend" rather than just his name. It a bit obvious their relationship was straining, but apparently they grew really distant. Machamp broke it off because he just didn't feel that spark anymore, and didn't think he could keep the relationship going through college. Pikachu's been really down about it lately, she told me she felt like he gave up on her. I feel bad for her, breakups are hard and she seems to not be taking it well. I'm trying to comfort her best I can in this hard time, I know she'd do the same for me. In any case, I just want her to be happy again. I love it when my special kitty is happy.
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